Letter to South Sudanese Returnees Girls from Khartoum

Heskey Deng

First of all, I am supper conceited and cheerful when I seen you return home; you are welcome, although I have been belatedly to saying.

I previously heard your agony under Sudan military or Arab people all along, as you had been subjecting as sex-suppliers, distributed to all household of soldiers during the war, you have been raped like dog or forced to sexual, no love there that results to others girls to have fatherless children due to that oppressive, but you surmount the situation, thank God, you have got freedom and those children are yours forever and ever, don’t worry, feels at home, no more pains.

However, Returnees, you are so cute, pretty and beautiful, no man can refuse you, you deserve hundred herds of cattle {nyanbout} with your multi-colours, no doubt but shortly Sisters, you ensue to be “Masura” {futile} song by Silver X, Country Artist, which infuriate me {we}, you have turned to be mobile, wireless internet,  laptop, cigarette, distributors and helpers in Juba and East Africa Countries, as cheaper one, money-lover by spent night with all men, why do you do that? What force you? While you have almost five men running after you, fighting on you and you starting selling your body, what do you mean? I know is not my business but I saying because I see future on you.

Obviously, I {we} know that, you had been in impound freedom in Khartoum, or elsewhere part of South towns occupy by Sudan Military during the civil war since your birth time, no night clubs to killed time, no bars hotel to enjoy yourself, just sandwich plus soda, as freedom are being Arabicization and Islamicization, leisure had been curbed by shaira law, due to that inert freedom of enjoyment of no Bars and lodges in Khartoum {for the unmarried to lease to have sexual}, has kept your sexual reaction into rest while you hunger for delight.

Then, after you got this white freedom in South Sudan and East Africa’s Countries, you misuse yourself, took leads, being in tough marathon to overrun experts girls, like in Juba, you are always at Juba bridge Hotels and  bars, Home and Away,  Kush Resort, Green Rokon, Intra-Africa, Oasis and Bros Hotel, also in Kampala and Kenya, where you declared war on beers and sexual, I know is it enjoyment but is too much than expectation, drinking more than ten bottles of beers, is suicide until you lay flat, then anon you signed MOU with homeless man with cheap price, even having sexual without sock, then tomorrow, you will give it to your con boyfriend,  are you faithfully really?, what kind of stupidity phony is that?, is there any guarantee for  the two sex  not to caught diseases, I don’t think.

Not that, in Kampala, you are well known as  wild-cat, shisha and weed smoker, gold-digger, prostitutes or commercial sex instance for studying,  also prisoner in the Uganda prison due to {your} criminal act, what the hell are you doing?

Why do you share yourself? Be faithful to one person, though he is poor, hope one day he will meet your demand, but if you make yourself to be cigarette, everyone will smoke you, afterward, they will abundant you on streets and bars, as useless girl, just to supplicate person to pay sexual because you would be ineffective, people will start run away from you, no hand shaking, if people start fear you, how do you feel? who are you in future?.

Premature love and money love are not real love; don’t think that, a man who deposited you almighty dollars and pounds, love you, just did it to dig you, to fuck out his money, embarrassing you, watch out girl and think big, though life in Juba and Kampala is hard, don’t let life destroy your beautiful and dignity but I don’t see that, hardship of life in Juba, Kenya and Kampala has forced you to be gold-digger, because you came from royal family, but you have been yearning for enjoyment since then, that make you to be supplier, wireless internet to both citizen and foreign men, isn’t privation of life,  but take care, if not, you will appear on YouTube soon and you will end up like someone chasing the wind, don’t chase gratification, it will come alone.

To achieve that ultimate pleasure dear, go with your boyfriend elsewhere, { club or bar} drinking, dancing and sharing love together, do whatever you want to do with him, because he will not reveals secret to anyone, but if you just go with any man every weekend, believe that you are important girl, always walking majestically on public eyes, like churches, schools, streets, traditional dancing and wedding place, think that your private-covert are safe {you} is/are a idiot and fool.

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PaanLuel Wël is the founder and editor-in-chief of PaanLuel Wël Media Ltd, a news website that covers news, opinions, analysis, history, culture and literature of South Sudan and the world. Founded in July 2011 by PaanLuel Wël to create a platform for free expression and constructive dialogue, the website features articles from various contributors, including columnists, commentators, poets, authors, activists and academics. PaanLuel Wël believes that media can play a vital role in informing, educating and empowering the people to participate in nation-building and social transformation. He also believes that media can foster a culture of dialogue, tolerance and diversity among different communities and groups, and hopes to inspire and mentor the next generation of South Sudanese writers and journalists.

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