From Excitement to Heartbreak.
5 min readBy Heskey Deng
I am worried man, my country men, women and youth worried because the country ruling has turned into erroneous way and looting manners, also the country politicians and day today leaders are not longer carry about its citizens.
The citizens degree on government/political are eroded dramatically, simple citizens are hopeless, no dreams of change in their eyes, which they expecting from the government because leaders run after money and his/herself satisfy, not development or even carry about citizens life.
In fact, when the process of comprehensive peace Agreement {CPA} began in Kenya early in 2002, the citizens in both refugee camp and displaced areas, were in position of happiness, as they optimism “storm is over”, with theme, “time for peace, war is over”, though I didn’t do opinion survey, I heard people were thirsty for peace, no doubt about that, also they were given opportunity to commenced on the accord, as former SPLM/A leader endorse consultation to everyone who know how to read and write, thousands of citizens posted their view through internet exception of those who have no access to the internet like me but wasn’t matter, our sight has been done by those brothers and sisters, which resulted to final signing of CPA ,2005, stopped bloodshed, no more bleeding and weeping, bring hope to the citizens, they are going to be citizens of indiscrimination country, they are not longer be called monkey, charcoal {makaa} and beggars.
On final day of CPA, civilians and students native of the South Sudan all over in the World, Diasporas, South displaced areas, refugee in Kenya and Uganda and more other countries make it to Nyanyo stadium on their own transportation, carrying flag and slogan, with great joys, singing and dancing as happiness engulf them, just to bystander the peace, Nairobi has became capital of South Sudan, even Kenyan were South Sudanese on that day, they provided free public vehicles to many southerners resident in capital, thank to Kenyan for their unwavering support.
The citizens also show the same things in 2010 general election, matching to 2011 referendum, which citizens voted overwhelming in supported separation, some voted twice and even more while he/she was footing for three hours, no vehicle to transport him/her to poll station, no doubt, they did it with all their heart because they want to be free, to be decision making, hopping their children will go to school without discrimination again, but things fall apart after they won the game.
While the civilians fought with Arab through voting, as citizens accomplished their war victory, that rebirth to Republic of South Sudan,” some government officials {traitor} get opportunity to diverted and looting population funds into their own self-build, instance for development to rewarded civilians hand done, citizens got nothings on the ground, no roads, no schools for their children and no health centers, people died like a dog and insecurity has intensified again, their properties are raiding by armed youth, {whether they are armed by our traitors in juba or Khartoum to destabilized the country}, which threatened the civilians to surrender cultivation, while the government pay deaf-ear on the situation, this stipulation frustrated theme, they became desperate and disappointed, resulted to person self-talks on street, is this country I voted for it? Abusive the government because the “feeling of political efficacy are generally low”, as resulted some people run mad or physiological disturbed, cycling street of Juba for 27 hours, but these was not their punishment from God, but government-made, who failed to protect their life.
Did storm is over after independent? For sure No, simple our leaders’ values money as important thing, ignoring the country citizens, who voted in general election and referendum, did money voted last time?, I don’t think, no good governance on the ground, just tribalism and nepotism deepen the nation, whereby jobs are gave to whom you know, not qualification so far, leave thousand of degree holder on the country street, and also no clean water and good public school on grassroots, everything developed to privatization, where will the children of poor and vulnerable civilians be? Don’t have shares in this country or their parents didn’t participate during the war.
All along, civilians excitement turned to heartbreak, as the head of state, ministers, member of parliament and country politicians are slow, sluggish and perhaps unwilling fully embrace fill implementation of hard country reform, but they just do it for self-developed, they forgot citizens, in all, they don’t considered normal people, sorry!
This draw everyone attention to ask question, did traitor or Nyagat {fifth columnist} baron vacate the field, to me the answer is big No, because when you look critically, the former and current ministers in the first and second cabinet {both national and states} influential consisted of key figure in the foe Khartoum regime or militias, who are backed by Sudan government to interrupted and weak the SPLM/A during the two decades of civil war even toward the referendum time, such people are criminal and betrayers, they just know to destabilized the Country and looting property, no development on their lip, faces and eyes, are there by picture and to eat, money-lover, shame on them, if I was president, those traitors can’t be my government {parliament, cabinet and military} because they are devil/sins, they are already cursed by God due to thousands of innocent civilians they killed, they will not do something good in their life, how can the killer rule?
With no doubt, the bungled of 2012 cooperation agreement that disfigured our face, right, freedom and values have be enhanced save injustice, inequality and corruption, that can’t just go away. Of course if the government carry about its citizens, then government would have informed the civilians along the borders and whole about the agreement, and also they can sensitize civil population, but because the government know only person who is in government, and forget the normal persons, that why they did it without consultation.
Though, the government always see hundred thousand of citizens gathered during the national event, carry flag and slogan, saying “oyee”, doesn’t means the citizens are cheerful or behind the government, but the citizens did it to protect the integrity of the Country from the worldwide, Country whose his/her beloved husband, wife, brothers, sisters and uncles has died. nothing has been done by the government to be celebrating.
In conclusion, surely my fellow suffering citizens, yet South Sudan is going to witness a leader, politicians and Mediators with wit courage gusto and bragavado that politics will displayed in defense of his/her citizens/nationals.
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Heskey Deng,your English is rubbish,go back to school and learn English grammar and then you come and write your nonsense